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当然,我不希望我的第2人生是如此。。。所以毅力,坚持,耐心请你一直与我同在!

好的,倒数了,1月1号也过了。。。地球依然转动,太阳依然伸起,世界依然陪伴我们

因此2013年经历了2012年一大堆没完没了的末日消息后,变的更加有意义了

其实试想一下,每一年的开始应该都是具有意义的,若必须有2012 这种末日才让人醒悟自己存在的意义的话,有多少人会发现自己突然消失后会剩下什么?

说穿了,我也不过是上述的那一种’一般人‘。。。==

 

必须强调我并非相信末日的说法,但是我的确有被这股’负能量‘激励,并再次思考自己的人生

当然五月天的《第2人生》功不可没,我再次面壁思过,再次正视自己想要的人生,自己忘记已久的梦想。。。

我拒绝自己继续停留在这安全区没有目标的活下去,我更加不想忘了梦想的热情如烟的消失

末日到来的消息正正提醒着我们人生无常,珍惜人生,面对人生。。。

所以2013年,觉得自己不能胆怯,除了正能量,还需要勇气。。

 

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2013年宣言是:勇敢一些面对自己的人生,勇敢的重拾梦想!

 

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当然不止是这简单的list, 2013年我会;要,想:

1。 回家,没错,看这里吧。。。重新出发

2。 珍惜与家人的每一刻,陪家人更多的时间

3。 找到在食品领域里自己喜欢的工作!以R&D为目标!!

4。 珍惜在新西兰剩下的日子,充实的过每一分,每一秒~ 回去dunedin(读书的地方),还有想去west coast挑战冰河tramping, 挑战sky dive (好可怕!),乘坐chch - greymouth的火车

5。 到自己想去的地方:目标1 日本!!!!目标2 台湾!

6。 驾驭驾驶盘!!没错,不能在这样下去了,自己都羞愧了!我,我,我这。。。。不解释了,总之,我要能在柏油路上行驶!

7。 健康人生!没有健康的躯体有如何能活在当下?健康胜于一切!

8。 除了养生之外,还要多多运动,重新回去参加不同的运动锻炼身心~

9。去年太懒了,今年要尝试更多新的烘培,还有新的菜式

10。 这个目标看似遥远,但梦想本来就应该远大不是吗?-----就是参加日本的教英文计划,体验日本生活的日子

11。我总算有勇气说出来了:我想谈恋爱了。。。哈哈,经过2年的单身后,我总算有勇气再爱了。。希望能够遇到mr.right咯。。。嘻嘻=P

12。 最后一个,也是最重要的一个:become a better me!! 2013 年,我要更勇敢,要更有自信,要更加坚强!少一点抱怨,多一点知足~

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所以还没决定目标和梦想的朋友们,你还在等什么?

至于决定好的了,我们一起加油咯!

 

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Well, it've been 9 days after 2013, forgive me writting this post a bit late, i've been busy with my family trip and some recovering days after that awesome trip.

Is time to review what i have done in 2012, it's been a super-fast year for me.

First of all, I must said: Thank god I am still survive!!! Haha, well, at least in 2012, I learnt to be more grateful to life!

 

I saw many ppl were writting their biggest achievement in 2012, surprised that i actually dint see such post in 2011....or if i had missed them.

Anyways, here's my achievement in 2012, with success, fun, craziness and randomness involved.

 

Got my contract extended and working like a 'slave' for the entire year: well, i have to say finally I worked for the whole year! I started my internship in 2011 for 3 months, have a job-hunting + rest in another 3 months following that and only started my full time job since July 2011....finally last year 2012, I also got my contracted extended and worked for the whole year. Actually my job wasnt that busy, oh well, but working for the entire year made 2012 passed superb fast!!

Gone back home after 2 years!!: yes I left Malaysia since 2008, and since 2010 I never back home for holidays, and I do miss home A LOTTTTTTTTTT! Finally I gone back home for 2012 CNY and had a very awesome catch-up with family, relatives as well as my dearest friends. Not forgot that I had so many delicious foods and made me gained 3kg in 1 holidays!

The biggest achievement of the year - Lose 10kg +!!: yes, dont doubt, i did lose weight, and it was 10kg + evil fat!!! Yesss! My effort did pay off and I am happy to put on all nice girly dresses now!! It was a very hard journey, from Atkin diet to my-plate diet and finally a boost lost due to food poisoning (unexpected!!) and now I am around 50kg ish....well, more work need to be done, the diet yet to be end....=)

Back to short hair: eventually I never expect this would be happened, but i have kept this hair length no longer exceed my shoulder since I cut it in February. I love to having a short hair now, i think it suits me more  =)

Reunion!!: met so many good old time friends this year, not just because I back Malaysia and had awesome reunion with my dearest S3SL classmates, especially ing bean, we had missed each other for ages!! I also lucky to meet Sze Ying twice this year since we farewelled in begining of 2011, and I also got to meet up Chyi Mei! Apart from that, I also met Jessie, my ex-flatmate a few times in 2012 since we met in 2011, also met Michaeilla in Auckland when she come back NZ from HK for a holiday. Besides, I also met Zhuoshi and Huey yee, also my cousin, paeh leng in AUssie!

Becoming a shoppahilic =S: yep, is becoming, I guess I still have sometimes getting there, hehe. I bought so many dresses, shoes, and other stuffs this year, gosh is unbelievable!!

Being a foodie: was treated with so many good food in 2012, not just dining out, but also being treated with delicious desserts and meals from colleagues, friends around. I guess this year I really ate a mountain of different foods lol.

Having sport in life: the last time I involved myself into sport perhaps was while during high school, can u believe that? I never sport since I graduated from high school bcz i no longer need to take part in those PE classes, no longer need to attend sporty exams....ohhh watever...I was really lazy to sport. However, i did in 2012, I joined gym for the 1st time in my life, played squash, attended les mills classes, steping out for a more healthy and 'slimmy' life!

Technology upgraded: well not for my skill, bt for my toys...haha, i got a new labtop (ASUS) from home and also a HTC smart phone.

Attended so many wonderful events: well these includes many friends' and colleagues' birthday parties, drink nights, farewells....international culture festival, japanese spring sakura festival, medieval festival at levin....etc...

Turned into more girly~: lol this is real random, but i think i did have a very huge changes in 2012, i am becoming more and more girly....bought high heels, and so many dresses.....and also repainting my nail again since 2008....gosh...but i will take this changes as a good one =)

Grateful, received many awesome touching gifts: got postcards from oversea and south island, had many precious small pressents too....i 'received a lot' in 2012

watched many good movies and dramas: well check out those movies/dramas reviews in my previous blog post (is easier to be viewed under categories)

Gone to the first ever concert: Mayday Just Rock it live in Sydney: This was the most craziest thing I have done in 2012 and also in life so far!! I travel to other country just because of Mayday!! I finally had a dream come true since following Mayday for 10 years!!!

Travel, travel, and travel: I had travelled so much in 2012, the first ever destination need to be highlighted - Sydney, Aussie!!! Finally I landed on the OZ world, after being living in its neighbourhood for 4 years +.....it was an awesome trip!! I also travelled up to northland, gone to Auckland for so many times, as well as Wellington. I had been in the plane more than 20times in 2012, can u believe that, well dont ask me the exact figure, i lost my count since May 2012....==

Health concerns: the biggest problem i faced in 2012 would be related with my health, not that I was having a disease or big illness, it just I could feel my body aged, and alerted me to be more health focus along with sport and healthy diet. The lose weight diet I had actually made me sick, and i am still having it on and off sometimes now. I also got my first ever food poisoned in my life, i couldnt believe that the street food in Malaysia never made me sick, but a well-done meal from a fancy western cuisine in New Zealand had made me vomit for a whole day and never have food eaten few days later. Apart from that, i learnt a huge lesson and got huge paid off for not taking my teeth carefully in 2012. I went to dental care the first ever time in NZ and u could imagine how much I paid. I was lucky that my condition wasnt that bad, but actually it could be if I didnt face the problem I had immediately. I am learning to be more health conscious now, and also appreciate what a healthy body I am having.

The first fishing attempt: well not a professional one, but I have done my best, will definitely try to catch a fish next time.

Coldplay concert, first concert in NZ: well I am their fan now, really happy i attended their concert especially after they announced they are going to rest for few yrs! Wonderful paradise experience~

Gone to the 1st conference: actually got quite a few achievements in my career in 2012, well not a very big one. The biggest I got that I saw perhaps was this chance to attend Nutrition Society Conference at Auckland.

Treated my precious family for a nice trip in NZ: yes this is also the another big success i viewed in 2012, finally I used my own money to treat my parents a wonderful relaxing trip with good food and stays! Glad that they really enjoyed the trip and also hope i can bring them to somewhere else next time.

'Red-bombs' attacked: yes, received so many wedding news and invitations in 2012, and of cause I can foresee it will be more in coming years, well I guess it time to conclude that we are no longer 'young'.

Being more grateful to life: to sum-up 2012, i guess most importantly i had become more grateful with what i gained and have in life, i become more appreciative and willing to give. I learnt to treasure the time i have with my family, learnt to be more 'alive' with daily life, and trying to be a better person. The greatest lesson I learnt in 2012 would be - never wait your life to be changed, but try to step out for a new life!

 

That's the summary of my 2012, how about yours??

 

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life-of-pi  

看完这部电影后的感觉,脑袋好像很多问号,但又不知道应该从哪一个‘点’开始思考。。。

如果pi的故事在他得救后就结束的话,或许我就不会有那么多的疑问。那当然这本书,这部电影就不会那么好卖了!

如果相信第一个故事的话就代表相信上帝的话,那么是否表示相信第2个故事就否定上帝的存在?

我飞奔回家后,庆幸国振在线上,于是我的‘谜底’解开了。。。且看这里

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真的是完全如他所说的话,我就不会此刻还是继续纠结了

我不愿相信这世界是现实的,但是我不知该如何对这部电影做一个结论。。。。

我总算明白为什么我没有写 inception 的感想,因为我还是。。。无解。。。(怎么有一种被打败的感觉?)

若我没有去回想他怎么解决所谓的人猿,斑马,和那只不懂叫什么狗的尸体的话,我真的倒会认为没那么难以接受

偏偏啊,这‘事实’太残忍了,我还是所谓的科学家(不要怀疑,我的工作是研究)

很难不相信吧。。。虽然yen说其实不应该受任何人影响,只是你在跟一个最犹豫不决的人说话列

 

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我只能说,我没有办法把老虎想像成所谓的‘勇气’,‘毅力’。。。我还是联想为‘兽性’。。如果我继续觉得真的就只是pi和一只老虎在船上的话,我都无法原谅我自己

即使所谓的‘真实故事’依旧那么难以相信,我还是觉得人在极限时没有所谓不可能发生的事情。。。

什么事情是对错,道德上标准应该怎么衡量,到底应该如何评估?

其实或许问题只是到底过不过的了自己心里的那一关。。。

pi在海上漂流227天,发生什么事没有人懂,也没有人能够去批判他发生的事和应对的方法。。。但他怎么说,你会选择去相信吗?

我才恍然大悟,原来我一直那么轻易的相信旁人所说的话,就像pi的妈妈告诉pi,那个印度神的嘴里可以吐出整个宇宙

人也一样可以把话说的天花乱坠,像宇宙一样无限扩大,无限神秘

因为宇宙还是万般奥妙,我们不能定论到底真实的存在奥妙,和无法解释的所谓科学根据到底存在与否

我是易相信人还是过于单纯?我才发现自己这样不行,这种人云亦云,没经过眼耳为凭的言语真的是听听就好,更不应该马上下定论

这个真的要反省反省!!

 

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所以我还是得到了启发,虽然到最后我还是不知道应该选择相信哪一个故事,因为太纠结了,甚至觉得搞不好应该什么都不信

哈哈,国振说那样太消极了,我倒觉得还好,因为不管哪个故事都好,还是有一个共同点:don't lose hope~

至少227天他还是存活下来,他还是对生存,生活保持希望

有希望总比绝望好。。。

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是时候想想人存活的目的是为了什么?若是希望,那你希望什么样的人生?

 

 

提外话: 李安真的很棒!你相信这部电影是在如此的场景拍的吗?!

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这是台湾旧机场附近的废置水坝拍的列,万万没想到这部电影可以拍的如此漂亮,如此震撼!

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恩,希望tvb不要介意我引用它们剧名,而这篇文章也完全和那部剧无关

好的,不卖关子了,我其实已经算是90%决定,今年7月份工作合约结束后就离开新西兰,回家

不要猜疑是不是因为公司没有续约,也不用怀疑是不是发生了什么事

或许只是我觉得是时候了。。。

 

这个决定很头疼,很挣扎,也一直摇摆不定

从一开始决定留下,到最后决定离开,前后不到半年

即使我再害怕犹豫不决的我会再次摇摆,但是我告诉自己这次要果断了

没错,我依然为大马的环境提心吊胆。。

没错,这里的确比大马好很多

但是,这里仅是我停泊的地方,不是我的家。。。。

 

 

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离开这个决定很不安,毕竟5年了,毕竟这里将我从一张白纸绘成彩纸

我曾眷恋这里的美好,但与此同时,我无法忘记我家园的温暖

一直在想,明明可以去申请居留证但为什么自己却一直踌躇不前?明明公司想和我续约为什么我却摇摆不定?

原来我没办法忍耐那2年的约束条件,深怕自己逗留过久会更加无法自拔

更害怕自己迷失方向,忘了自己的身份。。。

 

回家不是逃避,也不是回到原点,因为我已经不是那5年前的毛头小孩

而是以全新的自己回家,在自己喜欢的地方,和喜欢的家人,朋友在一起,做自己喜欢的事

我喜欢新西兰,这里也有很多我珍惜,喜欢的朋友,只是此刻的我觉得这里不是属于我的天空

我感谢,感激自己有如此的机会看见这片蔚蓝的天空,呼吸着这里清新的空气

或许别人会嘲笑我愚蠢,不为自己争取逗留的机会,但是我更加向往回家。。那种心情,和我在这里经历过的事情是旁人无法理解的

即使我解释了千万遍,也不会完全被明白的

然后这几天我恍然大悟,原来我根本没必要去说明什么,也不必得到别人的认可

自己做了这个决定坦然面对就好了,即使决定错了,我也独个儿承担

’天下无不散的宴席‘还是如此应景,决定了后我更加知足,更加珍惜在这里的日子。。

在这里的朋友们别为我的离别难过哦,离别是为了以后的相聚,期待和你们再次见面的日子

 

再次谢谢每一个为我这个决定提供意见,支持我的每一个你,我会加油的!

 

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I just realized I had stayed at Auckland for nearly  a week! Amazingly unbelievable, lol

Well, actually just like other big city, there's nothing much to do besides shopping...=.=

 

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See what's wrong with me?! I am crazily turning into a shoppaholic....no confession needed now, as I had proven it with this!!

yep, i bought 3 pairs of high heels!!! and i actually also bought 3 dresses!! (photo not shown)

Frens were telling me this is the effect of losing weight, but if so, i will take it as a good consequences rather than a side effect =D

haha, i am very happy with what i bought, and grateful they fit me well =D haha

 

Hmm, what else i have done apart from shopping? EAT!!!

i guess all of my close fren knew that i am a foodie, so wherever i go, whatever i eat!!

Well, Auckland has so many nice food compared with boring Palmy, where I live, but i will just showed some of the good places i had meal.

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finally was able to try out the famous white lady burger at Auckland, the promotion man was so passionate and super-friendly! Burger was actually good, but not surprisingly awesome.

 

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I was more impressed with this! This pizza is super huge, from Sal's authentic NY pizza

 

Apart from that, of cz i had nice Asian meal like korean, chinese dim sum, japanese udon...but i dint really take photos...

 

I also have bought this!

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from the japanese shop at Queen st, it is the japanese traditional wagashi, mochi with red bean paste within..it is called kusa mochi~

It is very chewy and yummy <3

 

There were not much exciting things happened to me in Auckland for the remain trips to be shared, however I did have a good time....

well ready for work now in 2013~

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