life isn't easy, many people are watching, they want to see how we overcome it, how we fall, and how we stand
sometimes, they do care, they do wanna help, but may be, some of them just wanna see how you fall and they are happy that you are not able to stand up
who cares? I do...
but somehow, this creepy evil thoughts will just made life harder, made me suffered more
i am tired of this, and sometimes, i just wanna yell: leave me alone....none of your business....
how will i noe, if i hurt someone who really care about me?
however, i have forgotten the way to differentiate who are really standing for me....
be tough, be positive, this is what people always tell me
before they telling me that, what i did was telling them that i was stressed....
i noe, i always stand at those kind of status, exposing my weakness, letting people to hurt me badly....
seriously, i dunno, and i wont know...
that have been many times, i just wanna leave, leave everything behind...just ignore everything
but that's chicken, i am not running, i shudnt....i have no point to leave if i were not putting every single of my effort into it
at least i noe i haven't, and i definitely will regret for this....
just i am easily to be manipulated, i am easy to be influenced....
this mayb isnt true, but i should not tell others about my problem
cz to some extend, it is annoying, yes, it is...
even i have told them my problem, it wont help....i understand i am the only one who overcome it....
so why shud i tell all of u my problem, after u have listened, do u really care?? it is not border u at all, dont they?
cz is not urs....and if it really annoyed and border u. I will feel sorry for that....
and i do not wanna be a problematic person....not even the one who always have problem...
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