C'est LA viE

is a long long journey
after 20 yrs only realize the trueness of myself
is ugly
is selfish
is so so annoying~

the rest of the road, the journey
i noe
i will be left alone
i will not blame for it
cz i am the one who suppose to be

i wont care how u guys treat me
bcz i deserve it
i dont want ur forgiveness as well
i juz want to thx u guys appear in my life
i noe it already end
is an exchange
we r nt blessed

no, not at all
but i promise myself
i wont let everyone being hurted again
i wont let everyone down
no matter what happened
i wont dump anyone
i wont dump myself as well
bcz i still have smone who wish to be wit me
and i wont let them dissapointed
i want them to be happy

i wont say sorry
bcz i noe is not enough
is hurted
too much
u can do any bad thing to me
i will accept
i will be fine for being alone
i will be fine being juz only myself

i told myself what u guys have taught me
is a GIFT!!
i will be fine
always~
no matter what will happened
u guys still are the precious one in my heart

now i shall say
i wont let those who still support me
from the deep of their heart feel dissapointed
i will be fine
study for my final
score the best i can get
not the best, juz being one of them
i will be happy....
take care myself
and everyone take care too....