Initially not planning to blog today as it was just an ordinary Monday.
Really experienced Monday blue today, it was a tiring and stressful morning, I was busy baking 6 versions of pound cakes (3kg per version = 6 cakes per version) and dint really have a break.
My boss was even laughing on me of baking them so fast, hello? You were the one worried I couldnt manage to finish right?
Until then, it was just a normal Monday.
However, things happened without our expectation.
My colleague, Yen left slightly late today, I dint ask the reason, in fact, I was quite pissed this morning when Poi Yee, my so called senior, did not offer help when I asked her for something that I would not know.
My anger was uncontrollable, i just kept silent but my face could tell i was mad and unhappy.
I even spread my madness to Yen, because he dint help me to turn on the oven when I requested him last Friday and he instantly said yes.
Oh well, i told myself everyone was selfish, so i shall just focus on my own, and stand by myself.
Ok, what happened was Yen spoke "thank you" softly to my boss, he actually had tender last week.
My boss, looked sad and just like would not see Yen again.
I dint say anything but really felt weird, Yen dint say anything to me either.
Soon after Yen left, my boss announced it was Yen's last day, management had decided to immediately release him due to concern of business risk.
All of us were in shock, we dint expect so soon our happy seed had left and we were really blur about the concern.
We were guessing what kind of risk made management to decide to release someone who supposed have 3 months notice, they rather paid him for the 3 months but not let him slowly handover his projects and maybe having a farewell for him?
I felt empty somehow, someone who I used to meet everyday just gone and no longer able to see him tomorrow.
Not that he really gone in this world but i felt so sorry that i expressed my anger on him this morning.
I could control my temper and emotion better but i chose not to.
I even able to have a lunch with him but i dint.
I was and still really sorry, and really a deep lesson for me.
What the heck for setting up those target when i dint even wanna change? Sorry Yen, you deserve better treatment.
I really owe you an apology, and hope you have a better career ahead.
For myself, vivian, please appreciate people and thing around you no matter it is good or bad, you should have learnt a great lesson today!
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