C'est LA viE

Well, this is just a reminder for myself after working for 2 months.

Sometimes, we need a self reflection to become a greater person, otherwise we would just kept reading the last chapter.

We just live once, therefore we shall live the best, and live a meaningful life dont we?

I am well known with my panic, anxious character, but somehow I come to a point that I think I have to change.

It is useless to be panic or worried about the sudden change, and it would actually enlarging the problem.

Indeed, I am lacking of trouble shooting ability, but it doesnt mean I could not solve problem.

In fact, the reason why others could do thing better than me wasnt because they are smarter or stronger.

It was because they react correctly when problems come, and they able to think calmly. You are wiser because you are calm and clear on what you should do.

Sometimes I knew that I wasnt panic or nervous, but my speaking tone actually made others think I am nervous and scared.

This is one of my weakness, I am poor on reacting. I always over-reacting, and people would think that I am an idiot.

#Lesson 1: Stay calm for sudden change because you could neither control things happens ahead nor things had changed, but you could solve them later.

#Lesson 2: Bare in mind that plan is always a plan, and changes are unpredictable. So, do not expose your worries, your concern to the others, that would only show your weakness and give a chance for others to ruin you. DO NOT OVER REACT!!!

My boss told me that R&D needs detailed quality, therefore I required to be not just well-organized, I have to be detailed and plan ahead on things that would be happen soon. A backup plan is a must, and sometimes I couldnt trust other but just myself.

I had been tricked by chicken patties samples for almost a week, because someone have moved my samples with a very reasonable excuse - to arrange the samples in the cage.

FYI, our dept kept all important samples inside a cage in the big freezer warehouse, and the cage is not very large.

I selected the samples (180pcs) during production, and then packed them into 2 cartons with label on them and placed inside the cage.

After only a weekend, the 2 cases gone and I couldnt find them. One of my assistant told me she didnt see any case labeled "xxx patties" when she was arranging these samples in the weekend.

That's freaked me out because these samples were well selected and we have no time to make another batch.

Then, I was so pissed, and somehow bad emotion would spread. The kitchen's supervisor was not pleased because she confirmed that the cases wouldnt be lost and she went to find them without second thought.

I guess she is experienced and very familiar with the arrangement, she tracked the missing cases without 5 mins.

Furthermore, I was nagged because I did not label every single side of the carton, and I should have prepared extra samples just in case

#Lesson 3: Try to be as detailed as possible, and always keep in mind that plan is always a plan, it could be break by someone, and it's always required a backup.

#Lesson 4: Once again, Remember lesson 1 & 2.

I am pretty sure more lesson would be popping up in the future, and life is about learning new things and improving yourself every day.

SO enjoy work, and enjoy life.

Last but not least, farewell to my lovely trainee and fiercely assistant who found her dream job.

I hope both you have a bright future and life <3

I kept saying I would update my blog at least once weekly, while I guess I shouldnt have made any promises....=P

Recently was crazily busy, had been well adapted to Malaysian working culture, came to work on Sat, and back home after 8pm.

Apparently it was called as an urgent request to acquire the customer's satisfaction prior to the new product launching in September.

While the complaint/demands were actually totally unreasonable, but there's nothing we could deny except continue working on getting the best feedback from our dear, beloved Mcdonald's QA director.

I had been constantly cooking beef, then fried chicken for almost 2 weeks, and to be honest, I am sick of it.

Thanks to Mcdonald's, Fried chicken is not attractive to me anymore, at least at the moment I would puke if I saw them.

Well, I still loving my job, and desperately waiting for the day I got confirmed.

I am not very comfortable with the need of probation, and dont even think it is necessary, perhaps just for me.

While, I guess I just have to wait for another 2 weeks, finger crossed.

Apart from work, I have been slacking, yes I mean slacking...

I was so lazy, I just dont feel like doing anything...

One of my fren was asking why I dont diet, why I dont try to make myself nicer, why I dont dress up, why I dont go out meeting new frens...

the answer is as simple as ABC, because I cant be border....

Truth is, I, perhaps had lose my motivation and no longer enjoy life.

I remember how I used to enjoy lifewhen I was in NZ, I went out every weekend, or else I would do some bakings, meeting up frens, or watch a good movie.

But now, I just wish to lay on my bed or the couch, switching the chanel on the TV even though I was not watching the program.

Or I would just play meaningless games online, or watching random video clips...

Not to mention that I was occupied with endless house work every weekend....

So I rather ding nothing if I am free.

I guess I need to move on, because I am no longer have an excuses to wondering around.

I found my dream job (at least at this point, I consider it is), moreover,I am close to 27, and have tons of bucket list I wish to fulfill.

So, motivation, please bear with me, and stay close with me....I need to move on honestly....

一开始看剧名时，纯粹以为是在描述主角因为具有和死者沟通的能力，就像在生死边界徘徊所以才取这个剧名

等剧结束了才明白原来编辑还想表达另一个border - 善与恶

而且还是到最后一集我才恍然大悟，是最近真的智商大跌还是没有去太思考之类的啊？

不过我是很以外怎么这部剧只有9集而不是一般的11集

因为整体上这部剧收视不错，然后又是小栗旬主演，应该是大剧。。所以我也很疑惑为何这部剧好像有草草了结的感觉

当然现在大家也在众说纷纷会有续剧，而且导演也的确埋下了伏笔。。

好吧那我们就期待看看好了，话说我还在遐想那个我们堺大叔和锦户君的joker的下文呢！

Border 的剧情请看这里； 基本上这次是冲这有另外一个世界的故事而去看的；我并不是小栗旬的粉丝

不过w我才发觉小栗旬的演技蛮好的，感情都有被他牵动着。。

剧里小栗旬每集开端都会问的一句话：人死后到底去哪里？

我想只有死人才懂，但是我们都很好奇，因为我们不知道也很害怕知道。但是对于飞来横祸或被人杀害的人应该有很多委屈，很多遗憾，很多说不出的心酸吧？

每集的死者都会在一开始介绍自己，告诉大家在他离开世界前的那一刻发生在他身上的事

然后希望小栗旬警官可以替自己伸冤，好让自己安心上路

一开始的案件都很简单，小栗旬就也因为这子弹遗留的超能力而当上神探连连破案，当然也必须请求那些在黑暗边缘的情报贩子的协助以得到能够谓之正义判决的证据

但是我们都知道正因为了正义申述，小栗旬却渐渐走向黑暗的边界，因为死者仅能借助小栗旬的微薄力量来伸冤，但是我们的主角真的不是神，也不知道这颗子弹是福或祸

福是因为它没有带走主角的生命而且还让主角得到了这个意外的能力，但是正因为这个能力，主角想要伸张正义的决心更大，因为死者的感受是进一步的加强于他身上

就像每个超级英雄一样有了使命，主角觉得自己有必要帮助每一个与他对话的受害者，当剧情发展到第7集“败北”开始，主角第一次无法帮助死者，他心中对正义裁判的漏洞开始感到愤怒

尤其他的协助者都不像沾上这个牵扯政治人物的死水时，他更加觉得所谓的法律，正义简直是一派胡言，他无助，沮丧，生气，但最后仅能换来受害者的放弃和感激

接着他选择不取出子弹，因为他想为更多可能无法伸冤的受害者出一口气

渐渐的，他开始失去一个警察官应有的理智，他被正义的宣判和死者的受害冲昏头，他只想履行裁判加害者

于是在最后在无法用正常法律的管道去处治凶手时，他也跨过了正义的边界，推开了凶手。

那一刻，他不敢相信自己松开了手，他后悔了，凶手在耳边轻轻说着：”欢迎你来这边的世界“。。。。

这时，我觉得活着的人真的比所谓的鬼魂来得可怕，所谓的正义和黑暗有只有很细小的边界划分，但当你已经在边界徘徊不前时，你随时会被拉进无尽的深渊

而且你不懂到底是别人还是你自己让你跨了界。。。

最后一集的凶手说到；正义和邪恶其实是一样的，只是处理的方法不一样罢了

正义的弱点是一切生灵，真的说的对，只因我们建立的道德都没有所谓的对错，因为都是我们设定的

成立的是人，推翻的也可以是人，你能以什么理据来宣判对或错，来制定你所谓的正义

这个是一个无尽的争议话题，想必也是一个永远不会有真正答案的问题。。。

或许我只能说：人生很短，当作娱乐消遣来看这部剧或许会轻松一点~

note: 当然这部剧也教会了我们。。。生与死的边界也是一线之差，可怕的是我们不会知道我们究竟是否在边界徘徊，且会不知道自己何时被推向另外一个世界。。。

大家好好享受自己存在的世界吧，最近意外真的太多了，这更加不是一而再提醒我们珍惜活着的人生吗？好好爱你自己和身边每一个挚爱吧！

最后看看我们的主角是多么的贪玩！反差！冲击！哈哈哈

Alright, finally have gone for a movie after almost 2 months!

Had been requesting a company to join me for this movie, but after few attempts, failed!

Argg, perhaps I wasnt trying hard enough, but the dad's nod last night really made my day.

The only thing I am dissatified is, the movie tickets were too pricy..=(

Hope public holiday is a good excuse for the high cost.

Well, back to the apes, I was watching documentary about orang utans this early morning with dad.

Then, we were watching apes acting like human later in the cinema. =P

I had forgotten that I watched the previous movie - Rise of the planet of the Apes in 2011, but I still remember it was a great movie which I enjoyed a lot.

I also think the director had done a great job in creating a prequel platform for the 2001 films - Planets of the Apes.

Now, the stories continued on describing how Apes survived after they had evolved into a smarter, human like species....

and how human was treatened by the flu creating by human nature, and how human are so vulnerable...

"You know the scary thing about them? They don't need power, lights, heat, nothing. That's their advantage. That's what makes them stronger."

Indeed, human rely on power, lights, heat....everything that we had created...and we forgot how we used to live without them.

Ok, sounds unfair, our great Ancestors to be blamed then as we never live without them.

Then may I blame the evolution? At the same time the advanced, the smarter, the stronger we developed, the weaker we become.

Hopefully I can act like Tom Hanks in Castaway if I really lost everything except for my life.

The favourite scene I loved the most in this movie was not really quoted by any websites which googles could track.

Well, I just roughly remember what Caesar was telling his great royal follower - Maurice with hand language.

"Ape not kill ape; but human, they kill human"....(not likely exactly what had spoken, but the meaning was there)

Strongly agree! Especially the wars are happening too much these days, cant human awake?

Why are we killing our own species? I remember one of the cast - Dreyfus was telling Malcom (the lead role): 'They are ANIMALS!"

Yea, that's right. They are apes, they are animals, but they know the simple rules which we, brilliant and smart human species dont even take a shit of thinking this.

Apes do fight for food, they do fight for love, but you rarely see them killing each other, except like ape Koba in this movie, who have learnt hatred from human.

I must agree with what was spoken by the people who killed by Koba in this scene, Koba is real ugly...which you could tell that he is the bad ape from the start.

Fortunately, our main lead ape, Caesar had learnt love, and know how to love more than human do.

Thanks to him, the greediness, the cruelness, or I should say the humanity nature was forgiven, the trust was built, and the wars was not begun...until Koba started the massacre in the lost city.

Caesar was right, we, human will not forgive what had Koba did, and not even will differentiate which ape is good or bad.

Therefore, dawn arrived, and war had begun.

If the ending of the 2001 film- planet of apes was followed (Mark Wahlberg returned to earth and discovered Earth had also become planet of apes...=.=), then I guess the coming up apes film will show how apes won the war then?

Let's see then.

note: I really missing James Franco in this movie, can you, Mr. Director, pls put him back to the next film?

It was a sad, heart-hardened Friday morning, for a second, I thought the lost plane had been found.

However, the shocking news once again brought us back to the cruel world.

WHat have happened to earth? Where is love? Where is hope?

This is unacceptable, how the plane was shot down? I would rather it was an accident, but why?

I could imagine myself boarding on this plane with my beloved family for a happy family trip, or even on my way coming home.

But, there is no home for these 298 people who lost their life in trip.

Life is so fragile, yet is so unfair to take away their hope, dream and their remaining years on earth.

Hence, the uncertainty of life is not to be blamed, but HUMAN! WARS! DIGNITY!

At this stage, both parties are still blaming each other for shoting the plane.

Rumors, untrustable news were spreading like virus on the net, from mouth to mouth.

We want the truth, we want the justice. But I wonder this would be another MH370 cases, endless result.

Then, we would forget it slowly, but the victim's family and friends would remember their love ones and mad about the darkness of politics....

I sincerely hope that the truth would be revealed, and hope the families would stay strong and tough for their lost.

Life is fragile but we still need to keep our hope to move on, to stay strong and stand still for our own, our love ones.

Deepest condolences and prayers to all the victims and their families. R.I.P.