C'est LA viE

have started my career for a month, Palmy and South st have been treating me very well

I guest I just need to be a little more motivated to enjoy my life....because I seriously not willing to sway into a boring, working, lifeless life...

I was too lazy last week, my laziness made me dine out almost every night, made me mess my desk day by day, made me left my poor blog empty since my last post....then I eventually figured out my life become: Work, eat, bath, online games, sleep, work, eat, bath, online games, sleep, work.....

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Life is wonderful! life is beautiful struggle, life is like a book....yeah, i just wanna cheer the happiness of being alive, being ME in this world....

so no, never turn my life into that, I don't want be Adam Sandler in "Click", I am definitely not going to forward or skip the every little part of my life, no matter it is joy or with tears...

I guest I shud not blaming Libra for being lazy and whatever, need to face and be more thoughtful ey.

ok, I guest I have to list down some of my wishes, or targets to make my life more interesting! hehe

- get myself to somewhere on the Labour day, perhaps Auckland?

- hmmm, aussie trip? visit nicky and cousin?

- Well, a MUST GO to Northland and Westcoast!

- Bake chiffon and sponge cake, haha, this is a challenging one! Will be another success after my cheese cake and brownie yeah!

- ooh, sport as much as I could! this is a MUST too...and also a tough one, my laziness.....

- try to write a blog everyday? well if i have that much of story~

- get into reading life! Kickstart with Harry Potter? need to go public library soon....

- my Malaysia CNY holiday, hopefully flow smoothly...

- be a vegan (not a fully one, shit, how could I forget the term!) on Mon, Tues, and Thurs (or Fri)

-attend grad ceremony this summer in Dunedin? (the air ticket is bloody expensive!)

- watch as much J drama as I could! yeah, this shud be a piece of cake

- Be ALIVE!(life is damn good, so always think out of the box~ and be good with ppl around u, and dont judge anyone!)

finally, i get my first KFC meal after I arrived Palmy, a 8-wicked wings pack + a grilled chicken + new KFC chocobanana krushes

yeah KFC is very evil, cz it's too attractive to me, never eaten that much of KFC in Malaysia as Mcd always been my favourite

Although Mr. Kentucky's recipe has been revealed quite alot, the finger's licking good slogan is still proven to be very popular and also truely, deeply pulling me forward....GOSH!

However, this slogan is not enough to compensate my health....

I have come across with some shameful health issues, and seriously need to keep in mind to beware of any hot, spicy and oily food

well, is time for me to say goodbye to KFC or the "appealing" fried products.....

i think beside being stronger to stand for failure, i also need to be tough to say NO against these EVIL food!

分开感觉原本没那么疼
相爱过程两人都诚恳
平心静气调整或许还能
把他看成老朋友般的同等身份
可惜人都抵不过自尊
不恨听起来太愚蠹
不闻不问怕自已平静的心再沸腾
爱过的人都非得当成假想的敌人
不闻不问却反复提醒自己有伤痕
冷漠的人得在狠下心前先对自己残忍

回忆亲昵口吻亲密眼神
难以平衡暧昧感觉如何能调整
总之界限要清楚划分
以防自己还想要等
不闻不问怕自已平静的心再沸腾
爱过的人都非得当成假想的敌人
不闻不问却反复提醒自己有伤痕
冷漠的人得在狠下心前先对自己残忍

没想到简简单单几句话，一首歌道尽我的心声。。。究竟不成熟的是谁？

多少个秋多少个冬 　　我几乎快要被治愈好 　　

但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题 　　就无心自扰 　　

也曾想过 　　若真遇见我们应该如何是好 　　

我想我还是会站在某一个街角 　　不让你看到 　　

只因为我不想打扰 　　只因为怕你解释不了 　　

只因为现在你的眼睛里 　　她比我还重要 　　

我只好假装我看不到 　　看不到你和她在对街拥抱 　　

你的快乐我可以感受得到 　　这样的见面方式对谁都好 　　

我只好假装我听不到 　　听不到别人口中的她好不好 　　

再不想问也不想被通知到 　　反正你的世界我管不了 　　

若不想问若不想被通知到 　　就把祝福留在街角

只是我是否能逃出祝福的心呢？