C'est LA viE

千辛万苦，昨天最终给我down load 到五月之恋。。。还有vacation。。。
原来五月天出现的画面才那么一点哦！！！！失望ing…..
唉。。。也难怪拉，毕竟他们擅长唱歌而非演戏。。。。不过说真的这片还蛮闷的。。。。
若不是五月天又出现那一丁点的画面，我才不要花那么多时间下载了。。。
而且youtube, 还是土豆网都没这套片！！！天啊！03年的戏也！！！而且这片也没在大马上映。。。
至于vacation….恩，之前在youtube看了一次，昨天download 到后超兴奋的！！！哈哈。。。
也再看了一次！！！真得值得推荐拉！！！！

Finally i received my offer letter from University of Otago, thank god…
but it seems like too late, i am unable to settle all the things in one month…
i can’t believe it is so difficult to study in New Zealand… The medical checkup need take about one week, and believe it, there is an extra thing different then other countries….it is test of FAECES!!!!
then do u know that there are worms in the faeces, even a 100% healthy human can’t ignore there are worms in his/her faeces…..unless they eat the pils or smthing….
then if i fail it, i not need to make my VISA those things d….

one month left, how could i apply for accomodation, is it confirmed there is a place for me to stay…
how if i need to sleep on the street when i reach there? And for Visa, it is not take one day or few hours can settle one , u know?
i am nt complaining about the Uni, just the college which responsible, which offer the twinning programme, which represent ”the agent”!!!!

can u imagine i got my news, my offer after bout nearly 1 month and a half!!?
do u know there are no any New Zealand embassy in Malaysia, then i need to get myself to Singapore to do my VISA?
do u think my family are free or the the person in charge in these things very efficient?
U really thought i can manage all these stupid and troublesome things within a month?

the only thing U tell me is wait!!! Be patient!!! wah!! finally i got it but how, did u tell me anything about visa application or medical checkup?
then i still need to waste my transport fees go to subang to find an agent to help me, and paid extra money for them to settle all my things!!!! then U, which represent the college, get ur salary with doing nthing!!!!!

and now i decided, i really cant prepare to rush and sit on the plane this end of June….and i am so stupid, there might b no air ticket left since i dint book early….
therefore i wil go next year February intake…(i think there are many pp scolding me now)
i dunno is it waste my time or others, but for me i feel stable and relax now, bcz there is more time to do my VISA, buy my things, and manage my emotion of cz….

haih, wat partner U, ya, i am the 1st student to transit there, and i success but wat happened to me now?
Really "THANK YOU SO MUCH”!!!!!

闷在家的日子真得不好受，今天跟朋友去了金字塔。。。或许呆在“森林”的日子太久了，我都忘了金字塔under renovation…..TGV 好像变成food court， 一点都不像戏院。。。
不过我们也没看戏啦， 因为也没戏看。。。所以最后选择去唱K(其实本来就打算了^^）
还不错，至少赚到了45分钟。。。（因为我们迟进15分钟，hehe)
不过red box 怎样都比云顶的Be a Star KTV 好很多了。。。至少服务态度好百倍！！！
难道你以为你在高山上就了不起哦？
不过金字塔真得没东西也。。。或许renovate后会好一些。。。hopefully….
今天一路都很顺畅。。至少不用在烈日下等巴士，不用等那20分钟的火车。。。
因为他们都很适时地迎合我们。。。hehe^^
不过今天最以外的是我竟然碰上某杂志记者，还接受小小采访。。还被拍照！！！我的妈阿！！！
应该是开心的事。。但为何我觉得好丢脸哦！？

是不是人到了一定阶段就会有变化。。。
昨天我一个朋友说人到了某种阶段一定会变得很自私。。。而且只会跟有价值的人在一起。。。
即使是昔日好友也会这样。。。
但为什么？难道一定要到这种地步吗？
或许只有这样才不会受到伤害，对吗？
原来有这样的朋友。。。原来人心是这么丑陋的!!!!
你相信有一辈子的好友吗？我不敢相信了。。。因为害怕。。。
害怕被伤害。。。害怕你把人家当宝，人家却把你当草。。。
或许我不幸运吧。。。才会遇到这样的人。。。才会揭发到这种人的真面目。。。
或许自私一点的话若真的可以避免受伤。。。
反正我已经累得不想再当好人了。。。。

等待的日子一点都不好过。。。又提心吊胆。。心情都七上八下的。。。
讨厌别人问我在干嘛。。。讨厌。。。
都不明白为何还会有人说要为份感情等几年。。。
你以为演连续剧吗？连续剧都没那么傻。。。
真觉得自己快残废了。。。
耐心点是身旁的人给我的忠告。。。好吧。。。
我也只能耐心点了。。。。